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it's a girl and she's here! her name is Teah Rianne. she looks just the same as maya did as a newborn but skinnier and with dimples. she's a preemie. born on may 20th. i was really sick... violently ill so i went to the hospital. they heard her decreasing heart rate and did an emergency cesarian immediately. they said it only really took thirty seconds. weird. it's a trade-off, i think: the pain of labor vs the pain of recovering from a c-section. i feel bad for the women who have the labor and push and push and push for hours then they have a c-section anyway. that's rough.
but anyway, we're all fine now. i can move but not quickly. i still haven't taken maya out to play because if she runs away from me i'll never catch her. scary. so she's being a normal terrible two year old with cabin fever. absolutely lovely. *rolling eyes here* she loves her sister to death though! really, she hugs her and i get scared.
that's all i had to say. i'm going to lay down and do nothing again.
but anyway, we're all fine now. i can move but not quickly. i still haven't taken maya out to play because if she runs away from me i'll never catch her. scary. so she's being a normal terrible two year old with cabin fever. absolutely lovely. *rolling eyes here* she loves her sister to death though! really, she hugs her and i get scared.
that's all i had to say. i'm going to lay down and do nothing again.
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i'm gonna zen this for as long as i can.
you know, visiting this site still makes me really sad. it's not about the art anymore (i've complained about this before, but i'm taking a more trained approach these days)... i mean it is, but only sort of. there are lots of great artists that get noticed if you dig deeply enough, and prop them up (instead of giving them completely useless llama badges >:/), but still, mostly, it's the stars that make home page, whether they finished their freaking work or not... because most of their work was done whoring themselves incessantly and i never had time or desire to do that. thought my art would carry itself only to find out like so many oth
where did all my senshi go?
sometimes... i pull up the old art in the gallery. i stare at it as if i was someone else and try to psychoanalyze the artist. i did notice something.
i used to draw strong-looking girls. sailor senshi in their primes, staring down the enemy. i had kick ass characters. they died... yeah. on the vine, too. it's pretty sad. i should probably mourn them. i see no reason to resurrect them.
i stopped doing the things i love. i had kids. a bunch of them. i love them... of course... i don't want to place blame. i can't really, in the big picture, if i had continued to pour energy into my art, i wouldn't have such gaps (that i fall through and drow
wound vs heal
i realized all my sketches are open wounds.
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Congratulations, and here's hoping you have a speedy recovery!